A rant, a video and a painting

I have been noticing such a strange reaction in myself when I post one of these stupid videos on that stupid platform. It’s like you lose your mind a bit, get bumrushed with all these strange mindscapes that are not your own. Have to make sense of the truth you knew and this new truth …

Do I have anything to say that you still want to hear?

I miss God. I know it’s a weird thing to say, but you’d be surprised how often I say it. When I was wearing the coat of a person who could speak all the bible speaks and my devotional nature was expressed that way, I always missed the people who would absolutely stop listening to …

The Too Often Unsaid

There is no such thing as society. There are only people who have taken control of everything and the rules they impose on everyone else. If, for some reason, you are unable to acquiesce to their all consuming decisions, you will be subject to a course of direct hidden confrontation. You will not get adequate …

that earth chose

I have a lot of opinions at the moment, but I’ll keep my mouth shut, and stare out the window to watch how quickly tomorrow comes as my cells unravel slowly from their spinning fields the body and soul let go in a dance, a swirling, twirling timbre of evanescence temporal fields of requested amorphisms …

Friday Poem

When we are full of longing for sparkling diamond lights cascading over the edges of waterfalls caught in the rays of the sun just so, the heat that is powerless over the cool breeze and soft mist, time becomes a looming presence requiring the seeker to hold onto its diminutive stature. Waiting for the snows …

a certain kind of love poem

I’m going to get married to light that has fractured into a million pieces and made me prove my love by finding every one of the pieces the dark places, the hidden realms where whispers are disbelieved and ridicule meant to drive you insane thrives there, the clusters of pure diamond remain the lightening without …

and then there was one

The lie there is a big fat one. And also a whole bunch of little ones Cause humans lie. [am I allowed to say lie?] We lie to ourselves and to each other. But I don’t think I’ve ever before been so constantly bombarded with untruths. Whether they are being directed through advertisements posing as …

the white sun of nothing

There is no movement, things have stopped, a complete standstill, there is only the ticking of the clock the clock monitors the lack of movement time is not a thing just a concept that rallies around the edges of the demons holding them to their king but what of the ever last when will the …

Healing and stuff

I read this somewhere in the last couple of days. Oh yeah, it was Mad in America's year end best article thing. (link here) The quote was "trauma isn't just what happened to you, it's also what didn't". Man that struck a chord. Can I say what I wish for us all? In that same …

planet wishes

I went to sleep in one world, and woke up in another my thoughts move at speeds not conducive to mind reading my reading has slowed because of all the lights in my face my face has grown hollow from all the running for my life my life has become one with the meaning of …