A rant, a video and a painting

I have been noticing such a strange reaction in myself when I post one of these stupid videos on that stupid platform. It’s like you lose your mind a bit, get bumrushed with all these strange mindscapes that are not your own. Have to make sense of the truth you knew and this new truth …

Do I have anything to say that you still want to hear?

I miss God. I know it’s a weird thing to say, but you’d be surprised how often I say it. When I was wearing the coat of a person who could speak all the bible speaks and my devotional nature was expressed that way, I always missed the people who would absolutely stop listening to …

Consciousness is

Consciousness is a force by virtue of its lack of vibration. Just like a brick wall. People are always saying everything is vibration. Consciousness is not. It is stillness. The stillness is the force that causes everything else to move, in other words, vibrate. You don't perceive stillness, you are stillness. It is literally the …

Some times

I pretend this really is a simulation with a kinda dumb creator server thing Today we had a Convo about how dissolving the ego like with the goal of enlightenment Really shouldn't be programmed in with an automatic timer I was noticing that my face fell another hundred feet off skull and had a momentary …

Random thoughts

The weather in my soul is weird today. It's like some necessary curtain has been torn and the world has no form, like I've finally decided unbeknownst to me that the world will no longer be what I thought it would be Though it tries, all the vague distractions, have come clear I asked to …

The Too Often Unsaid

There is no such thing as society. There are only people who have taken control of everything and the rules they impose on everyone else. If, for some reason, you are unable to acquiesce to their all consuming decisions, you will be subject to a course of direct hidden confrontation. You will not get adequate …

A Poem from a Poet who Writes Poetry in the ethers…for gatekeeping mediums and others assorted spiritual vagabonds

It’s like 2017 all over again. Secrets revealed five years too late. Hands in your pocket other hands in your fate. Beware the plot twist there's no cause for debate Life begins where existential dread ends Forego the toll paid its underwater (“where did all the mermaids go”) bends Thieves thieve and fiends pretend it’s …

Personal Update

I’ve been gone for a bit. I had some catastrophes. They weren’t very big catastrophes but because I’ve been on the razor wire edge for so long, it doesn’t take a very strong gust of wind to knock me over. I really tried to take all the catastrophic energy and transorganize it into something useful. …

that earth chose

I have a lot of opinions at the moment, but I’ll keep my mouth shut, and stare out the window to watch how quickly tomorrow comes as my cells unravel slowly from their spinning fields the body and soul let go in a dance, a swirling, twirling timbre of evanescence temporal fields of requested amorphisms …

Friday Poem

When we are full of longing for sparkling diamond lights cascading over the edges of waterfalls caught in the rays of the sun just so, the heat that is powerless over the cool breeze and soft mist, time becomes a looming presence requiring the seeker to hold onto its diminutive stature. Waiting for the snows …