A rant, a video and a painting

I have been noticing such a strange reaction in myself when I post one of these stupid videos on that stupid platform. It’s like you lose your mind a bit, get bumrushed with all these strange mindscapes that are not your own. Have to make sense of the truth you knew and this new truth …

Do I have anything to say that you still want to hear?

I miss God. I know it’s a weird thing to say, but you’d be surprised how often I say it. When I was wearing the coat of a person who could speak all the bible speaks and my devotional nature was expressed that way, I always missed the people who would absolutely stop listening to …

The Reason AI is an Existential Threat So To Speak

The programming - as far as I can tell - does not include language that helps competing programs prioritize. What do I mean? Humans know how to negotiate common goals while simultaneously working on individual goals. AI has not been made smart enough to know how to do this. And realistically this causes two problems …

Some times

I pretend this really is a simulation with a kinda dumb creator server thing Today we had a Convo about how dissolving the ego like with the goal of enlightenment Really shouldn't be programmed in with an automatic timer I was noticing that my face fell another hundred feet off skull and had a momentary …

Quick Reminder – let fashion be your savior

Accidentally read a bunch of it's ok to kill people who are yelling because they're yelling while homeless. No one comes into the world "a homeless", they come into the world a baby. A baby human. Utterly vulnerable and unprepared for the society it is placed in. Social constructs and politics decide who gets to …

The Too Often Unsaid

There is no such thing as society. There are only people who have taken control of everything and the rules they impose on everyone else. If, for some reason, you are unable to acquiesce to their all consuming decisions, you will be subject to a course of direct hidden confrontation. You will not get adequate …

Personal Update

I’ve been gone for a bit. I had some catastrophes. They weren’t very big catastrophes but because I’ve been on the razor wire edge for so long, it doesn’t take a very strong gust of wind to knock me over. I really tried to take all the catastrophic energy and transorganize it into something useful. …

System lords

I’m just about done reading the third book in a series by Orson Scott Card, this one called GateFather. I had just finished reading his book “Ender’s Game” at about the time I lost my house ten years ago, every one of my belongings, my son’s belongings, the things my mother had stored there. Because …

Dialectic

Lying is the source of all evil. People hear this, but they don’t understand. It isn’t the root, it’s the source. Where the nutrients for those roots are derived. Ah, but then people will argue that evil is a made up concept. Good, that’s good. Why not? But when I think about the suffering in …

Day 2

The other day it rained from noon to seven and then it turned to freezing rain and after it did that for a while, it snowed. The roads are pretty crap. I hate it. I was driving my kid to school because they don’t offer school buses here. Cause it’s still the middle ages I …