I have been noticing such a strange reaction in myself when I post one of these stupid videos on that stupid platform. It’s like you lose your mind a bit, get bumrushed with all these strange mindscapes that are not your own. Have to make sense of the truth you knew and this new truth … Continue reading A rant, a video and a painting
Do I have anything to say that you still want to hear?
I miss God. I know it’s a weird thing to say, but you’d be surprised how often I say it. When I was wearing the coat of a person who could speak all the bible speaks and my devotional nature was expressed that way, I always missed the people who would absolutely stop listening to … Continue reading Do I have anything to say that you still want to hear?
The Reason AI is an Existential Threat So To Speak
The programming - as far as I can tell - does not include language that helps competing programs prioritize. What do I mean? Humans know how to negotiate common goals while simultaneously working on individual goals. AI has not been made smart enough to know how to do this. And realistically this causes two problems … Continue reading The Reason AI is an Existential Threat So To Speak
Consciousness is a force by virtue of its lack of vibration. Just like a brick wall. People are always saying everything is vibration. Consciousness is not. It is stillness. The stillness is the force that causes everything else to move, in other words, vibrate. You don't perceive stillness, you are stillness. It is literally the … Continue reading Consciousness is
Oh my god, some days the lack of human contact is so loud. But I never feel relieved of loneliness when I’m with others. The thing I am missing is me. I know this now. But knowing it doesn’t make it better. My life is floating down the river and no one from long ago … Continue reading wtfe
I pretend this really is a simulation with a kinda dumb creator server thing Today we had a Convo about how dissolving the ego like with the goal of enlightenment Really shouldn't be programmed in with an automatic timer I was noticing that my face fell another hundred feet off skull and had a momentary … Continue reading Some times
The weather in my soul is weird today. It's like some necessary curtain has been torn and the world has no form, like I've finally decided unbeknownst to me that the world will no longer be what I thought it would be Though it tries, all the vague distractions, have come clear I asked to … Continue reading Random thoughts
Quick Reminder – let fashion be your savior
Accidentally read a bunch of it's ok to kill people who are yelling because they're yelling while homeless. No one comes into the world "a homeless", they come into the world a baby. A baby human. Utterly vulnerable and unprepared for the society it is placed in. Social constructs and politics decide who gets to … Continue reading Quick Reminder – let fashion be your savior
The Too Often Unsaid
There is no such thing as society. There are only people who have taken control of everything and the rules they impose on everyone else. If, for some reason, you are unable to acquiesce to their all consuming decisions, you will be subject to a course of direct hidden confrontation. You will not get adequate … Continue reading The Too Often Unsaid
A Poem from a Poet who Writes Poetry in the ethers…for gatekeeping mediums and others assorted spiritual vagabonds
It’s like 2017 all over again. Secrets revealed five years too late. Hands in your pocket other hands in your fate. Beware the plot twist there's no cause for debate Life begins where existential dread ends Forego the toll paid its underwater (“where did all the mermaids go”) bends Thieves thieve and fiends pretend it’s … Continue reading A Poem from a Poet who Writes Poetry in the ethers…for gatekeeping mediums and others assorted spiritual vagabonds