It is hard, sometimes, to live in a full sense, with the knowledge that other people's lack of freedom is not actually a reflection of your own state... and you are neither obligated nor capable of freeing them, where spiritual matters are concerned but can only live your truth as revealed, freely, and hope that … Continue reading A Declarative, without reaction
The goal is not to be free of pain, it is to be free of lies. You never realize how heavy they are until you finally put them down.
I can feel the weight of other people’s ideas pressing on me. So uncouth. When things are moving at this speed, you can see the glitches and switches of the matrix. Because it is currently overloaded. It flickers. It always does. Not just right now. It’s just especially annoying right now because it’s such a … Continue reading Full Moon Soon, an echo and a clearing
A rant It’s not really a rant. It’s not much in the way of insight. It’s not a poem, it’s not a gift, it’s not an olive branch or a reflection. Is it a declaration or a passing of time and torch and the mediocre? What regales the point, in any case? I can hear … Continue reading Deep thoughts, an ode to
I had a vision this morning. It was a tough one. It’s still running in the background of my consciousness, a mighty cleansing. I had to speak so much of it aloud as I witnessed it in order to remain grounded in my body and comprehend what has happened to the layers and level of … Continue reading 833, a healing
Sometimes it feels like the whole of humanity has turned it’s back on me. Sometimes it feels like I’m living in a bad episode of Stargate. Sometimes it feels there is an impetus to understand ethics that defies a human need for such. Sometimes it feels like energy takes on a life of its own … Continue reading Mortar and Pestle, a poemic
Isolation You ever wonder how it could be that during this time of infamy, historical unbelievableness, we’d still feel so voraciously independent of each other’s wants and needs. I’ll try to talk in plain, easy language even though I feel this incessant pressure to form no opinion, to hold no ideal. It just feels so … Continue reading Sapphire Isolation
My thoughts keep me company in ways that belie my needs An empty sailboat across a smooth lake with the wind of epiphany ever beckoning a distant shore that hasn’t yet come into view An obscure horizon that will make meaning out of nothingness, an idea no one has had before, something that makes all … Continue reading And then there was Love
I am experiencing a profound loneliness that I cannot even imagine how to abate. And it isn’t just the everyone is staying inside and not doing stuff and I’m in a strange town and have zero friends or family to call on to pass the time or ask an opinion of. It is that but … Continue reading Am I alone in this Universe?
There are some men you can only get close to by being their lover. A deep abiding friendship is no one's for the taking. They hold secrets behind their eyes and a heart welled up with sadness, things that cannot be pierced without the blade of vulnerability. Are they ever worth it, dear soul of … Continue reading Without a Lovesong